Sunday, July 30, 2006

 

MASHI


Satavnari mashi
aaichya gavat saali ek mashi akkhi dupar chalte .bhendi zopecha khobra kela sagla...haramkhor..



Thursday, July 27, 2006

 

Majhi maitrin.....

Majhi maitrin ::-

Jis raste se tu gujre who foolonse bhar jaaye

Tere pair ki komal aahat sote bhaag jagaye

Jo patthar chule gori tu who hira ban jaye.

Tu jisko mil jaye who ho jaye malamaal.

Absolutely… She is so very blessed that, the path she decides to tread will be blessed and should consider itself to be indebted that my maitrin has decided to tread upon that path. Such is the supremacy of hers .

She possesses the power to chastise with her touch…the “hira” here is just a simile.. it is actually a very demeaning comparison. Very shallow!!

Yes,, and who knows better than me, the one who wins her should consider himself as the blessed soul on this Earth, coz the almighty has decided to bestow upon him the best that he could have ever dreamt of.

Joo berang hai uspar kya kya rang jamate log

Tu nadan na jaane gori kaise roop churate log

Nazare bhar bhar dekhe tujhe aate jate log.

Chail chabili rani thoda ghunghat aur nikaal

Nadan re…. kharach majhi maitrin itki vedi ahe,I am at a loss whether I should call it innocence or shall I call it innocence.She is both.She is brimmed up with innocence, ohh ,, how can I catch it in words, this is showing me every now and then the futility of my efforts,but yet I cant stand the temptation of catching her in my words.I just nod my head in sheer submission over her acts.Natmastak… bass baki kahi nahi.

Tichyat lahan mulacha khatyal pana ahe, khodsalpana ahe, gondas pana ahe, najuk pana ahe, ani mahatavcha mhanje tichya kade te sarvat sundar haasyaa ahe.Hya hasnyavar kahihi qurbaan !!

Dhanak ghata kaliyan aur tare sab hai tera roop.

Gazale ho ya geete ho mere sab me tera roop

Yu hi chamakti rahe hamesha tere husn ki dhoop

Tujhe nazar na lage kisiki Jiye hazaro saal

Chandi jaisa rang hai tera sone jaisa roop,

Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori baki sab kangaal,

This is nothing original, but fantastically though suits perfectly for my beloved friend, my maitrin. She just redefines everything for me.Right from the way I eat to the way I think of life.She encompasses the entire gamut of my life.I have no qualms that she influences me so much.I love bring in this state.Oh !! she is so very made with pot full of love, care, innocence,laughter. Even her quarrels make me laugh,even her abuses make me happy,make me just look up to the almighty and just thank him for such a great creation.Deva shatashaha abhaar tujhe, tu majhya hya maitrinila itki sarva samaveshak banavlas,tujhya ruunat me ajunach akanth budalo ahe.

Mjhya hya maitrinila jagatil sarva sukha de.Je je kahi uttam te tila milot.

Aat sajja dhanushya visuprusha

Vakshaya sugana sanga sangino

Rakshanaya mam ram lakshaman

vagratha pathi sadaiva gachataam

As told by my elders I say this shloka from the Ram Raksha , I don’t know the meaning by my self, but again as I have been told byu my elders ,

I pray to Shri Ram and Shri Lakshmana to be ready with their arrows and bows , and travel ahead on the path which I would be walking to protect me from absolutely all the ills that might be lying ahead.

I with my hands joined say this with my heartfelt love for my beloved maitrin.

Reagrds,

Upendra Phatak


Monday, July 03, 2006

 

letter to god

hey deva,

Whenever i just sit and think about you and me,the only thing that strikes me is that whats so
special between you and me,which makes me think of you so much?In ordinary circumstances i would have never
thought of you this much,but there do come moments when i just cannot do without you.
There do come moments when somehow or the other you make me think of you.i feel as if
the thought process itself has been controlled by you.To be precise I would say that
you decide what i should think and what action should i take on that.I feel as though i am a small kid,
a kid who has been just admitted to the school,and is very lost ,confused,bewildered,haywire,almost into tears
(That feeling when the tears actually come to the throat,and at any moment would squirt out).
I feel as though i am on waves, and trust me these waves are fabulous feeling,it gives me the pleasure of my life.


khelata faag paraspar heell meell shobha varnani najayi....kaisee yeh dhooom machayi...brij mei holi rachayi....kaisee yeh dhoom machayi
aaj khelo shaam sang holi.....pichkari rang sang bharike....

I wish i can play with you.play wiht you as though you were my sakhaa...
i wish it could be as entwining as selfless friendship.Ohhhh i just go ga ga over you yaar...just be like this .

Sant Kabir did work easy for me,thats what i feel.I am totally drenched in the color of you.I so very love it,
i am absolutely greatfull to that day when i first felt that there is in the world al omnisuperior fellow
who has his prowess with everyone as he has it with himself.The best way to put it into words is to just infact leave it there
and enjoy it.But this stupid mind wants everything in black and white.But its true not everything can be put into words,
yet i have made an attempt here.

Do these thoughts have any meaning at all but.Or they are just my mindplays.Or just simple dreams of mine.
But again i feel that even my thoughts are yours,what i feel is being made to feel by you,so then this also should be felt by me
as a result of your decision.I am absolutely very haapy when i feel that you are there by my side,
in bad times and in good time,Ohhh why so,lets say you are just there with me always.Thats all !

This is a big big circle which seems to be completing here,I frankly cannot keep it in words,but
i somehow have a very strong hunch that you have something stored in for me,

The waves are not felt in the depths of the sea,nor are they felt in deep sea.
Its the coast that i feel makes the waves felt.the riveulet flows amidst small rocks,and tree barks.
The pebbles beneath just slowly roll and make a sweet clanking sound .This sound is so very pleasant.The small waves,
or turbulences created by these pebbles originate and vanish into each other as though they never had existed separately
yet every other moment they come up and remind me of their presence.They teach me that,to rise above all and then again
getting engulfed in his arms is the sole reason of the creation of the wave itself.Its futile of the wave to think that it is an entity.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

 

kaa re durawwa...

Time:- 2:53 am
Date:- 1st July 07
Location :-ATRC 312
Ambience:- Just off from job..dropped in the lab after a really gruelling day (rather evening +night) of work.As usual brandihsed the skills of a housekeeper ..usual stuff..dropped in to have a little good time by listening to some good music..and look what destiny picked for me..a gem of a song with a GEM OF STORY ATTACHED....WOWWW..TOO GOOD...
ASHA BHOSALE "KAA RE DURAAWAA..KAA RE ABOLAA..APARAAADH MAJHA ASA KAAY JHALA..."

kAA RE ABOLA KAA RE DURAAWAA.. APRAADH MAJHA ASA KAAY JHALA...neej yet nahi mala ektila...koni naavika re dhari hanuvatila..maan valaviti tu veglya dishela...

this just makes me so very nostalgic..and god daamn brings back the whole story like a whip in the front.. and trust me i just drool over it like a vaasru of a cow..its so very enchanting..and a pinnacle of a female coaxing her man..i am sure not a perfect description can be foun anywhere else..leave the poetry..the bhaava depicted by the words is so very powerful that even an impotent fellow could rise to the situation and enjoy the moment..so very sensual..so very pleasing..so very ..just tooo goood thats all..


"tujhya vachuni hi raat jaat nahi javal ye jara ye halu bol kai..haat chandanyacha gheei ushala"

the hapless female again .. i wish my wife and me have sucha enchanting relation..and i would be pleased to swap roles...but aint it too cool...just whata doctor ordered for a perfect night...all just ina perfect quantity... just tailor made..

"raat jagavvai ase aaj vate...trupt zop yavi pahate pahate..nako jagne he nako swapnamala..

These are my lines... i will always say this...infact i am waiting eagerly for a moment when destiny provides me the opportunity...deva ha sudin lavkar yeu det..

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